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A penny for my thoughts
I’m pretty lucky to have a group of friends that I’m able to have fun with without drinking, going to functions, or doing those hookah seshs. I mean we don’t need to do all of those things for all of us to have fun. We could be doing absolutely nothing and still end the day with a smile on our faces knowing we had a blast with good talks, good company and good vibes. I’d rather get lost going on spontaneous adventures and have those natural highs than to think that drinking and doing hookah would make me feel good. I know that at this age I’m definitely too young to be doing any of those things right now. I have so many more important things to be focused on and I have a lot more time to be doing those things when I’m older and out of the roof of my parents.
Ft. my homie the grudge, and the ugly duckling #2 doing her laundry! ;)
Last week was stressful and this week will probably be a lot worse. I was supposed to be using this 3 day weekend to catch up and get ahead of school work but I’m choosing my happiness over pretty much exploding. And I have to babysit my two baby cousins tonight so I won’t get anything accomplished today. Meh. Well anyways, I made it through the first week of conditioning and let’s just hope this second week won’t be as bad. On tuesday I didn’t have to say my entire asb speech cause they were running out of time, and from what I heard I pretty much ran off away from the podium once I was done haha. I’m glad it’s done and over with though! On wednesday I got the first honors award and my mom realized that the group I hang out with is smart too hahaha. Yesterday was another hang out day with the usuals plus some of daniel’s friends. I remember when we hung out at his house this time last year too with everybody. Man it’s so amazing to know how fast time has gone. The school year is almost over too and I know I still have to stay focused for these last two weeks but I really just wanna skip to summer right now.
May 21st, 2012.
These next two weeks are going to be so hectic for me. Why must my teachers assign everything last minute and expect us to have the motivation to finish everything on time? That summer mentality is kicking in man haha. I’ve been on that you only live once mentality too which is why I’ll be saying a speech in front of everybody for asb tomorrow. I’m not much of a public speaker either so I plan on just getting it over with as quick as possible. I mean it’s only 45 seconds of my life so who cares hahaha. Having that mentality is making me do things I would have never planned on doing ever. I even wanted to do VAPA night which was a huge step for me confidence wise, but I didn’t which was a bummer but whatevs I have two more years haha. I love getting myself involved into things I wouldn’t even imagine doing. Anyways, today was the first day of conditioning for volleyball and looking back at it I guess it wasn’t that bad. It just seemed like we’ve been under the heat for forever and I can bet that I’ll be dark with bad tans by the end of next week. Oh, and I talked to my cheer coach about it and he said that he wouldn’t mind working out something so that I’ll be able to do both if I do make it on the team. I really doubt that I’ll be able to balance the two out because I’ll be so overwhelmed and stuff, but I don’t know. Making decisions sucks. Deadlines suck. Can it just be summer already?
May 19th, 2012.
There’s only 9 more school days left of the school year, not including finals week. This is all coming so fast but omg I am so ready for summer. But before I get too excited I need to fix my chem grade unless I wanna finish with a C. I took a test yesterday that would either save or break my low B, and I’m definitely not confident in it so ugh. Science classes are just not my thing, which is the reason why I have no passion in becoming a doctor, but I’m going to anyway. Anyways, my week went pretty well! I found out that it was my mascara that was making my eyelids swell, so I threw that in the trash haha. Thursday was VAPA night and I have to say, it was probably one of the best nights I’ve had this month. I love being on stage even though it’s so nerve racking in the beginning, until you get so used to it that you just never wanna get off. I wouldn’t even be doing this stuff if I had decided to join science academy, bc everyone says it’s pretty much a free block with a free gpa point and you get automatically accepted into USD. I totally regret that part of the deal, but vapa night made me realize how much fun I’m having with my life doing the things I love. Friday was another hangout day w/ everybody, and another day of getting away with being in two places at once, one where I’m not supposed to be, and another where my parents think I’m at. Haha thug lyf wass good. ;)
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Only cause I’m singing the acoustic version of this song for my choir final! (-: Wheeeee
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May 13th, 2012.
- Man I am so done with AP Euro. Literally, haha! I took the AP Euro exam on Friday and even though I’m not exactly confident in it, I’m glad that it’s all over with. Now the only class I have to worry about is chemistry bc I’m so close to a C and if I bomb this next test I’ll be the saddest.
- Glad I decided to hang out on Friday w/ everybody after the test! I don’t know, some days I’m just not in that hanging out type of mood, but they totally changed my mind and convinced me to go. Went on a walking and driving adventure on dirt road trails in the middle of no where, wingstop, speeding on the toll road, sold out movie, daniels house, jam seshs, all while my parents thought I was in some completely different place. Today was just an overall spontaneous day and those days are always the best.
- My eyes are better! (-: My doctor said everything is going well and nothing’s wrong with my kidney so I’m completely healthy! Yay, haha. The only thing that sucks is that I found out that I’m allergic to egg whites, which is so out of the blue bc I don’t even know. But anyways the swelling is gone and I’m off of the medicine, so hopefully I can reunite with my eye makeup again hahaha. And good thing I wasn’t wearing any on thursday because I balled my eyes out on that day. I am the unluckiest person in the world.
- I can’t believe that school’s almost ending. I think it would be better to say that I’m so happy summer is right around the corner, but I don’t know school is still here so I have to keep focused to maintain my grades. Finals are going to kick me in the face but just like ap euro I hope to just get it over with. Man, my junior years gonna suck because I’m taking honors/AP classes. I’ll just say bye to my social life now haha
May 7th, 2012.
Who knew that wearing no eye makeup to school could really lessen my confidence, haha. I wore my glasses on top of that just to hide it a bit more but even with my glasses I felt insecure. I mean I didn’t wear makeup my freshman year so I don’t see how this should make any difference. I guess I’m just so used to it that it’s so weird for me to see myself without it. That’s pretty bad haha. I’m just glad that since people saw me with no makeup at school, I’ll be able to go on throughout the rest of this week without it. For the sake of my irritated eye hahaha. I’m glad my eyes are noticeably getting better though! They’re less irritating and not as bad as it was last week, where one eye was swelling larger than the other, and my eyelids felt like they were burning. I guess I had an allergic reaction to my makeup or something. I hate how my sensitivity to certain things that I’ve been using for so long come out at the worst times. Like how I broke out in hives during my visit to the philippines because of something we still don’t even know of. We’re thinking it was this certain thai food that I ate, but I’ve never had an allergic reaction to it while I was eating it here in the states. And my eyes were never so sensitive to anything until now. Why does everything hit me at the worst times? My vision kept getting even more blurry than it already is throughout the day, and I would randomly get super dizzy at certain times. The dizziness was probably because I’m dehydrated or something and because it was super hot out today, but omg what is wrong with me. Please, Lord help me get better ♥
